[Photoblog] 2018 in Review: I did all this?

2018 was my ride or die. It was full of moments that left me in awe, put my capabilities in a trial, overwhelmed me with joy and with its last bit, challenged me with deep sadness as well. I love the photoblogs because it has always been hard for me to see the small successes….

Choices and Changes

I remember a significant scene of two friends talking in front of the entrance of the gym that I work. One of my co-workers was ranting about the future and how she was getting serious with her boyfriend and she wants (and probably needs) to get married to her boyfriend within the next couple of…

[Photoblog] What you and I have been waiting for.

A quite hello from me, I’ll try one more time. Hello. I miss writing here. I have a lot that I have been holding close to my heart that I would like to share with you. I’ll try justify why I haven’t been able to pour myself out to Hazal’s Camera. My time in Washington,…

“Liars, cheaters, traitors”

I have recently been challenged to stay silent about something that I view as so wrong. I’d think it would be considered terribly wrong by every single person on earth. Then I realized, this wasn’t the first time I’ve seen someone being lied to, betrayed or graciously cheated on. “Oh, I will stop once we…

Future

3 am: Woken up by external noises. 4 hours long “The Best of Classical Music” on YT. Headphones on because external noises are louder and more consistent. Steam is downloading “Civilization V” demo. Oops, it’s completed. I’ll be right back. Legit 3 am: I was overexaggerating how late it was before. I am surprised my…

Final Countdown

“What did you learn in 2017?” I asked, hoping to get an answer that will make me write again. “It’s too late in the night to think about that, my brain doesn’t even want to work now”. I hung up, I missed him more.   As I sit in a wooden chair in front of…

Sitting still.

Good morning. As I sit down here, finishing up with my second bowl of cereal, I have to be honest, I am not sure where this post is going. I might be mocking myself a little today. I am feeling somewhat blue but nothing unfixable. Let me try to explain without giving out much detail….

Women, gossip, shit talk

Why are people so mean? (Pause here and laugh if you like). Why women are never nice to other women? Let’s talk about what we do… We channel each others’ insecurities. We get jealous because someone else has something that we don’t have. Or worse.. something that we too have. We constantly compare one another….

A heart from rose

When I was a little one, there was a feeling that did not quite have a name. I would describe it as if I was in a tiny square dark room, one that is drawn by a charcoal artist that liked keeping the edges a lot darker. Shadows I suppose, some may say they make…